I...

...want a new job, badly

Yup, I'll be fired on the 28th and I really want a new job *now*. Next year I'm supposed to be traveling to China with a friend so I need a lot of money, meaning I must find a job ASAP.

The truth is I'm totally terrified I won't find any decent school where to work, or if I find one it'll be so far away that I'll have to spend half of my day on the subway. Being a teacher is already hard enough to sacrify myself that way, add grading tests to the math and there will go my sanity. Sometimes I wish I had a car, but I wouldn't be able to afford having one with my current salary.

I'm also scared because I feel I'm not qualified enough for working in a better school, I still don't have a M.A and I need one if I want to work in schools like 'Grange' or 'La Mesonet'. My English is good enough, I think, but still there a thousand things I must learn and I dunno what to do.

I guess I'm having another 'I really suck' phase again.

I need a job...or my nightmare of working at Macdonald's will become true